After another 1.5 years...! Draft of 2011- now publishing!!

Again, visited the blog after 1.5 years... amazed yet again at how time flies. Kuch adhoori si layine thi pichli baar ki... deciding to leave it there only and start afresh, a lot has changed since, and in some ways, nothing. Exactly where I was.

Zindagi ke kuch kadam  phir se peeche ki aur dekhne lagain,
Aur tumhari yaad ne aaj phir se ek dastak de di.
Jin palon ko humnein kisi kone main daba kar rakha tha.
Aaj unhone ne dubara se ek kasak jaga di.

Kabhi sochte hain ki kya hum aage bade bhi ya nahin.
Yaha usi waqt main thahar ke rah gaye hain.

January 2015

I don't even now remember which was the last year that I posted on this blog... Infact, today when I was loggng in, I was not even sure how to log in - ended up becoming my own blog's (and only!) follower :). 11:11 at night - was all ready to crash out.. but since have picked up the pen again, how can I leave without writing something... surprising, there was a time in life, when words would just flow out of me .. within hours, something would be created... and now, even if i try, and try hard, nothing comes to my mind... but then at that time, someone had touched, and broken, the very soul of my being..


कहीं पे रूह  का टुकड़ा था 
कहीं पे मेरा एक आंसूं बिखरा पड़ा था 
किसी कोने मैं एक बाली  थी 
कहीं पे तुम्हारे छुए का एहसास पड़ा हुआ था 

एक एक टुकड़े को बड़ी  मुश्किल से समेटा है 
अपने अंदर उसे, अपनी उसी पुरानी जगह पे, रखने की कोशिश की है  
पर यह दरारें हैं की भर्ती ही नहीं … 

अब तो सालों गुज़र गए हैं 

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तुम तो आगे बड़ गए , हम उसी रस्ते  पे खड़े रह गए..